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For Pvt. First Class Thomas Christopher Church, nothing comes more naturally than to play the part of the hero.
A member of the Army Reserves since 1999, Church works as a professional emergency medical technician on an ambulance stationed in Brooklyn, a post he began training for less than a month after Sept. 11.
Working on an ambulance is probably the most natural thing Ive done in my life, Church said during a recent interview in his apartment on Crescent Street in Astoria. I have a peace and a calm and a focus when it comes to ... having peoples lives in my hands. Its just a natural instinct for me.
But his ultimate goal to be a combat medic in the U.S. Army has been stymied by an isolated heart flutter he experienced last year that threatens to cut short his military career. He has been fighting for the past year to stay in the reserves and advance to full-time service.
Youve got a patriot here who wants to serve my country, Church said. I just want to get a chance to do it.
Church is 38 years old and hardly shows it. The brawny Astoria resident has arms like dumbbells and a chest Popeye would envy, a physique he has maintained since he was a 19-year-old body building champion at his local gym. He still can bench press 315 pounds and runs two miles a day.
And though Church had no problem keeping up with 19-year-olds in training, he isnt getting any younger. If he loses his spot in the reserves, he fears he will never get another chance to serve his country.
Once youre on the out, getting back in at 38 is very tough, he said.
Churchs troubles began when he suffered chest pains in April 2001.
I felt sort of like a percolating in my chest, Church said. I was in excellent shape thats what really saved me from passing out.
Although he spent a week and a half in the hospital for tests, doctors did not turn up any chronic heart condition. The episode was a fibrillation meaning his heartbeat was misfiring and sending too little oxygen through his body but it appeared to have been an isolated incident.
To play it safe, though, Church forwarded his medical records to the Army and heard nothing from his superiors until Sept. 11.
They hit me with a bombshell the next day, Church recalled. One overzealous sergeant dipped into his files and discovered he had been placed on medical stay, meaning his service was stopped until his heart problem could be further assessed. It came as a huge shock, a total shock.
Church was the second reservist to arrive at the Lexington Avenue Armory Sept. 11. He had been driving along the Brooklyn Queens Expressway that morning when he heard radio broadcasters describing a plane crash into the World Trade Center.
He thought it sounded like a movie scenario, but within moments he caught a firsthand view.
I came over the Kosciusko Bridge and everybody stopped. I just stood there and stared like it was a movie, he said. I saw the two towers in flames.
Church put his vehicle in reverse and backtracked to the preceding exit, rushing home to call his Army supervisor and get his orders.
He said, Church, get your gear and go! Church recalled.
So he got his gear and went, grabbing a ride with a taxi driver who saw Churchs Army fatigues and drove him down to the Queensboro Bridge, which by then was teeming with people making their way back to Queens.
The whole bridge started erupting in cheers as I was running over the bridge, he said.
Church helped set up the armory for the anticipated flood of wounded victims that never came. Although his comrades ultimately began patrolling the area around Ground Zero the following day, he was sent home before he could join them.
But the experience changed him. Having already established a career as a successful salesman, he dropped everything and enrolled in an EMT training course at LaGuardia Community College.
If any other disaster was to happen, I didnt just want to stand there with a rifle in my hand, he said. I wanted to do more.
Still, even that wasnt enough. He could not get away from the scent of burning rubble that drifted over to Astoria and enveloped the neighborhood in the days after the attacks.
You smelled it every day, and Ill never forget that smell, he said. So who am I roll over and go back to sleep and forget anything ever happened? I cant.
Although the state surgeon decided not to request a medical waiver to give Church another chance to serve, a superior disagreed and decided he was not given due process.
I was tenacious. I didnt take no for an answer, Church said.
Now its up to the military doctors, who will examine him Sept. 21 and determine whether he is fit to serve.
If I pass, Im in the Army forever, he said.
For Church, his struggle calls to mind a saying that his father, a one-time candidate for state Assembly in Astoria, often repeated: Youre not brave if you just fight the fights you know youre going to win, Church said, repeating the words of his dad. True bravery is entering a fight where the outcome is uncertain.
Without a certain outcome, he added, Im fighting til the end.
Reach reporter Dustin Brown by e-mail at Timesledger@aol.com or call 229-0300, Ext. 154.
©2002 Community Newspaper Group
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